SpawnPoint

Well, as in giving up trying to get someone's attention. I'm just kind of tired of trying to get an attention of an old friend that I liked, plus it's over the internet. Long distance never works. I kind of do beg to differ. I have a lot of cousins that are in long distance relationships and most of them are doing fine. The consequences of being a long distance relationship is trust, making time, stress, and many more. I've had a few long distance relationships, I'm not going to lie. None of them worked, and I think even TRYING for another one wouldn't work as well.

Most of you know that I always talk about this other "certain" spawnpoint player. In a good way. I use to talk to her a lot, and I did get attached to her, no lie. I'm pretty sure a lot of people knows who I'm talking about here, I've told many people on my friend's list. Well, now looking at our status, we're not even friends anymore, we don't even talk. I try to get her attention just by starting a normal conversation or maybe even joking with her. I guess I'm just a loser blinded by images on a freaking computer.

Looking back at the memories I shared with her, it was pretty good. But now, I'm just gonna give it a rest, it's been a year and I'm nothing. People change. This is kind of why I'm not that active on Spawnpoint anymore, and why I don't even play Counter-Strike like I use to do.

Dark-Assassin

The page is now going down, I know it should've been down like a month ago, but oh well. The KI clan still play with each other, we are all brothers for life, I guess. So, yeah, more opportunities for half of us. I would like to take this time to dedicate some memories of mine and a few others to Killer Instinct. Even though it wasn't my first clan, it was the longest I have been in and made friends that are forever. To KILLER INSTINCT!

Dark-Assassin

Yeah, things are not looking very well for me now. I knew that there are downs and ups coming, but losing a long-time friend is a big thing. Over an argument that involved actions that I've took in school. I just cited the problems to my friend and he seemingly thinks that what I got as punishment was good enough for me. Me, being the selfish jerk, kept arguing with him about how I got snitched on and all of that. But I have to admit he was right, I probably DOUBT that he would read this. An argument that should've never happened in the first place. A stupid argument that involved my stupid actions to end a great friendship. And that friend was none other then my old clan mate, Payntrayn. Heh, Payntrayn has been there ever since the beginning of day I played in Spawnpoint servers. He is a great guy really, but now I think that I just should've listened to him and didn't escalate things to an unwanted level.

These past days/months have been hell for me. I guess I had it coming. I'm not trying to encourage bad behaviour or anything, I mean a lot of people would disagree with me over the incident that occured that involved me and another male student. I really have nothing to say about the argument nor the incident. What's done is done, if I could've went back in time, I would've changed everything from the start. I am sorry Payn, losing you as a friend was the worse thing that can ever happen.

Sincerely,

Dark-Assassin

Today is a very sad day for me. Killer Instinct is now crumbled...
There is nobody left in the clan and I too have left along with my old clan mates.
Long live Killer Instinct...

The_Prodigy

Well, today I've finally decided to post a blog on Spawnpoint. Now this is my first blog on SP. Yes I've blogged before, on Myspace, Facebook, etc. So please excuse me I have made any grammer or spelling errors in this blog post. I know not everyone is perfect, but I just like the neatness :). Well I guess I'll start with how I'm feeling about online gaming now these days. To tell everyone the truth, I've lost my passion for gaming. Either it's Counter Strike or another game like Team Fortress 2. I don't know why I lost my passion, I guess it's because of the same objective almost every single mod I play on Counter Strike. I haven't been very active lately in Spawnpoint. I've been busy lately and well just living out life I guess. I mean I have many problems in my personal life that could've drew me away from gaming. Such as love, school, stress, family, etc. 

To tell you the truth, I was in love, but now I just don't care anymore.... about that girl. Most of you don't know who she is, maybe my clan mate does and some admins on Turbo, but I just don't care anymore. I haven't been doing well in school also. I currently attend a Christian school, even when I'm not a Christian myself. Don't get me wrong, I respect their beliefs and what not, but this school is very late in academics and I'm afraid that I will not be able to attend public school again. This is my first and hopefully last year in this school. The only reason why I attend this school is to avoid my home district school, Woodlawn High School. That high school is known as one of the worst schools ever to attend, a lot of gang violence invovled there and I really don't feel safe in that area. So hopefully, my special transfer to another high school gets accepted.

So yeah, basically that's what I got to write down so far in this blog. I'm currently on Spring Break and nothing interesting has happened yet. In the end, I lost my passion for gaming and I can't even afford a new computer that can handle games like Call Of Duty 4, Bioshack, Team Fortress 2. My laptop sucks a lot, and I know that, it can't even handle games like Call Of Duty 2! Pathetic!! Man... things aren't looking my way so far in life. I really do want a new computer, but seeing that a miracle will not happen, I'm left with nothing to enjoy. In the end..... I'm broke.